For A Reason

Given that you are given the life you want
     The happiness you search for
          The people you dream of
               Would you be utterly thankful,
                      Or would you want more?

Thing you should be sure of is that you wouldn't learn as much as you are in this life
We are given and should give for a reason.

Top Fifteen On My Playlist

Hiyaaa Assalamualaikum kawan!
Udah lama banget gak ngemengin lagu ya. Lagian gak ada yang baca juga sih, percuma. Tapi gak apa-apa deh, pengen share yang lagi seneng didengerin :D


15. Nova & The Experience - Dragonflies and Waterfalls

14. Arctic Monkey - Knee Socks

13. Demi Lovato - Shouldn't Come Back

12. The Strokes - What Ever Happened?

11. Passenger - Circles

10. Gabrielle Aplin - Alive

9. Metric - Lost Kitten

8. Paolo Nutini - Million Faces

7. One Direction - Don't Forget Where You Belong

6. Five for Fighting - Heaven Knows

Masuk Top five nihhh :p

5. Drake - Hold On, We're Going Home ft. Majid Jordan

4. OneRepublic - Burning Bridges

3. New Politics - Harlem

2. The Temper Trap - Down River

1. Coldplay - Clocks

Key, enjoy!

Assalamualaikum :)

Inevitable Graduations

Say that these graduations are killing me. The graduation of old fears, the graduation of old wounds, the graduation of old misbehaves, the graduation of old loves. 

Never though I said I'm maturing, because the image of the constant changing these graduations bring me is way, way more dreadful than it should have been.

Fears of dispelled expectations and dreams I buried long ago in a selfish island where all my uncomfortable article lie unconscious. I am afraid.

I am drowning.

Already, when your sleep is far more peaceful than your real life, you know you crave everything your dreams contain. It means you crave more sleep. It means you crave no worry. It means you deny reality.

What is reality anyway? The whole world is just a series of individual perspectives brought together with another individual perspectives that agree with each other because these individuals perspectives are among the first perspectives being discovered by their owner. And those who discovered their perspectives later  and do not agree with previous perspectives would become 'a disorder'. 

I don't know. Let's just stop talking. But one thing.

I am drowning. Slowly.